My New Found Love (Old Post in Friendster Blogs)

There’s always a question why we love this person? How, Where, When?  But i think the reason why I love this person are he makes me smile even the world are against to me, wen i mad i just look at my cellphone and look at he’s cutest face and my anger is fade, wen i talking to him i feel different emotion, and i have many sleepless night thinking of him…Sometimes i ask myself why i allow myself fall for him? and the only answer i get is “I DON’T KNOW EITHER” but i’m not regreting because he makes me real happy…And i’m so happy that i make him smile wen i say the word “I LOVE YOU”….I dont expect anything from him allowing me to love him is enough for me i just enjoy every moment we have and treasured it…For HIM, i will always love you whatever happen next i’m so proud that I LOVE YOU…

Two Hearts

Two hearts with one dream
Many problem will come
Hold their hands together
Fight for the love they believe
Through good times and bad times
They always have each other
To hold and lift up together
After all these years
There's always you and me
Never thought will happen
The love they never expected
You send by heaven
Making my life change
For good and better

Longing for You...

I tried to hide
Keep distance from you
Teach myself to ignore you
To be numb and cold
But you keep hunting me
Inside my heart, my mind and my soul
You're like a midnight Phantom
Thief in the night
See shadow under the moonlight
But I was wrong
I can't fight it anymore
The emptiness and longing for you
Ignore the feeling
Living each day
Pretending nothing happen
But can you see?
I look sad and miserable
My heart full of pain
The only thing i want now
To ease the pain i feel
I miss you
I'm longing for you
I miss the things we used to do
I hope missing you will end
Because i know your here with me again

Faith in our Love

I keep telling myself
Your not for me

I dont deserve you

You don't deserve me

But faith brought us together

Even most of the time

You hurt me an intentionally

Sometimes I ask myself

What if i let you go?

Does it makes me happy and free?

Does it ease the pain and misery I feel?

I hope its so easy to let go

Letting go of someone

Who Worth Figthing for

Because we love each other

And hold on the love we have

Having each other faith and understanding

Even in the worst situation

Were not Perfect, we commit mistakes

The only thing we can do for now

Believe on each other

Have Faith in our love

Im not like this before

This is not the kind of love i give

He change me, I change him

I make him smile

He make me cry

Cry for the love he gave

He dont say it, but show it

In different ways he know

He teach me how to show my different emotion

Test my love and devotion

I learn a lot, Not only from him

Also in our relationship and situation

I dont expect anything in return
I love him unconditionally

Promise to love him forever

Its sounds crazy but its true

My love is true no doubt about it

True love is always been true

One Lonely Night

Staring at the sky
This lonely night
Holding my pillow tight
Dreaming of you tonight

Hoping you’re here beside me
Giving the Love I need
Fill in the emptiness I feel
And Ease the pain inside of me

But you’re just a dream
That never comes true
Just an illusion
That will never be true

My Own True Love

It’s started in huge crush

But ended up with true love

Never expected to feel this

But have to deal with it

First I want to hide

But you caught me

I confess my love

But only care you have

Im easily to fall

But you’re hard to fall
I’m hard to forget

But you’re easily to forget

Started to give up

But still in fuss

Begin to confuse

But still trying go on

Waiting patiently

But too proud to admit

And hoping you will love me

But keep on denying how you feel

Say I love you for the last time

Say I love you too for the first time

Tears of joy fall down

To the Man I Promised to Love Forever

When I look into your eyes, I see a gentle spirit that lives within your heart I see a man with inner strength and depth molded by years of experience. When I’m lost, a look into your eyes would lend me home I calm the storm within me.

When I hear your voice, I hear the whisper of a wish and prayer that our love would never end…that it will transcend time and space. When you say “I Love You”, it touches me in ways no other words would ever touch me again your voice is like an angel’s song that soothes my wounded soul. In times of grief and sorrow you always find the right words to comfort me. My joys are yours and so are my pains.

When I see your face, I see your beauty I grace and know they have grown stronger with every life you have lived. Your face reflects a bittersweet part and holds so much for the future. It’s an honest and trusting face with the boyish quality that is so rare in a world that makes you grow old before our time. In my lonely moments I reach for you I hold your face in my memory and I feel surge of energy. Your smile lights up my day in a cloudy world I chases the shadows from the corners on my mind.

When you hold me, it lightens my day I kisses my worries away you have the way like magic of making me feel so peaceful, severe I contented with my world and everything around me. Sometimes, when I’m drifting away from our dreams and the road seems rough and winding, a gentle touch would bring home.

When you love me, you give me one of the greatest gifts in the world, my heart swells with gladness when you proclaim your love for me. Your love has tough me that joy and intimacy are possible. Your love, trust and respect touch me in ways where in worlds are not enough to describe how I feel.

Thank you for coming into my life. Thank you for staying with me through the many elements of love the soft wind and rains of comfort, shared experiences, laughter, companionship, hurts and disappointments. Thank you for helping me grows as a person, as a woman and if God’s will as your partner in life.
Above all, I thank GOD for leading me to find you. I know I have spent every life before searching for you. Not someone like you, but you, for your soul and mine must always home together.

I know it hasn’t always been easy, and I know it won’t always be. But loving you is worth any hard time we have to go through, sometimes, I close my eyes and smile because I never dreamed my life could be like this and it’s all because of you and sometimes, I realize that I don’t tell you enough that I Love You, but I always will.