My New Found Love (Old Post in Friendster Blogs)

There’s always a question why we love this person? How, Where, When?  But i think the reason why I love this person are he makes me smile even the world are against to me, wen i mad i just look at my cellphone and look at he’s cutest face and my anger is fade, wen i talking to him i feel different emotion, and i have many sleepless night thinking of him…Sometimes i ask myself why i allow myself fall for him? and the only answer i get is “I DON’T KNOW EITHER” but i’m not regreting because he makes me real happy…And i’m so happy that i make him smile wen i say the word “I LOVE YOU”….I dont expect anything from him allowing me to love him is enough for me i just enjoy every moment we have and treasured it…For HIM, i will always love you whatever happen next i’m so proud that I LOVE YOU…

Two Hearts

Two hearts with one dream
Many problem will come
Hold their hands together
Fight for the love they believe
Through good times and bad times
They always have each other
To hold and lift up together
After all these years
There's always you and me
Never thought will happen
The love they never expected
You send by heaven
Making my life change
For good and better

Longing for You...

I tried to hide
Keep distance from you
Teach myself to ignore you
To be numb and cold
But you keep hunting me
Inside my heart, my mind and my soul
You're like a midnight Phantom
Thief in the night
See shadow under the moonlight
But I was wrong
I can't fight it anymore
The emptiness and longing for you
Ignore the feeling
Living each day
Pretending nothing happen
But can you see?
I look sad and miserable
My heart full of pain
The only thing i want now
To ease the pain i feel
I miss you
I'm longing for you
I miss the things we used to do
I hope missing you will end
Because i know your here with me again

Faith in our Love

I keep telling myself
Your not for me

I dont deserve you

You don't deserve me

But faith brought us together

Even most of the time

You hurt me an intentionally

Sometimes I ask myself

What if i let you go?

Does it makes me happy and free?

Does it ease the pain and misery I feel?

I hope its so easy to let go

Letting go of someone

Who Worth Figthing for

Because we love each other

And hold on the love we have

Having each other faith and understanding

Even in the worst situation

Were not Perfect, we commit mistakes

The only thing we can do for now

Believe on each other

Have Faith in our love

Im not like this before

This is not the kind of love i give

He change me, I change him

I make him smile

He make me cry

Cry for the love he gave

He dont say it, but show it

In different ways he know

He teach me how to show my different emotion

Test my love and devotion

I learn a lot, Not only from him

Also in our relationship and situation

I dont expect anything in return
I love him unconditionally

Promise to love him forever

Its sounds crazy but its true

My love is true no doubt about it

True love is always been true

One Lonely Night

Staring at the sky
This lonely night
Holding my pillow tight
Dreaming of you tonight

Hoping you’re here beside me
Giving the Love I need
Fill in the emptiness I feel
And Ease the pain inside of me

But you’re just a dream
That never comes true
Just an illusion
That will never be true

My Own True Love

It’s started in huge crush

But ended up with true love

Never expected to feel this

But have to deal with it

First I want to hide

But you caught me

I confess my love

But only care you have

Im easily to fall

But you’re hard to fall
I’m hard to forget

But you’re easily to forget

Started to give up

But still in fuss

Begin to confuse

But still trying go on

Waiting patiently

But too proud to admit

And hoping you will love me

But keep on denying how you feel

Say I love you for the last time

Say I love you too for the first time

Tears of joy fall down

To the Man I Promised to Love Forever

When I look into your eyes, I see a gentle spirit that lives within your heart I see a man with inner strength and depth molded by years of experience. When I’m lost, a look into your eyes would lend me home I calm the storm within me.

When I hear your voice, I hear the whisper of a wish and prayer that our love would never end…that it will transcend time and space. When you say “I Love You”, it touches me in ways no other words would ever touch me again your voice is like an angel’s song that soothes my wounded soul. In times of grief and sorrow you always find the right words to comfort me. My joys are yours and so are my pains.

When I see your face, I see your beauty I grace and know they have grown stronger with every life you have lived. Your face reflects a bittersweet part and holds so much for the future. It’s an honest and trusting face with the boyish quality that is so rare in a world that makes you grow old before our time. In my lonely moments I reach for you I hold your face in my memory and I feel surge of energy. Your smile lights up my day in a cloudy world I chases the shadows from the corners on my mind.

When you hold me, it lightens my day I kisses my worries away you have the way like magic of making me feel so peaceful, severe I contented with my world and everything around me. Sometimes, when I’m drifting away from our dreams and the road seems rough and winding, a gentle touch would bring home.

When you love me, you give me one of the greatest gifts in the world, my heart swells with gladness when you proclaim your love for me. Your love has tough me that joy and intimacy are possible. Your love, trust and respect touch me in ways where in worlds are not enough to describe how I feel.

Thank you for coming into my life. Thank you for staying with me through the many elements of love the soft wind and rains of comfort, shared experiences, laughter, companionship, hurts and disappointments. Thank you for helping me grows as a person, as a woman and if God’s will as your partner in life.
Above all, I thank GOD for leading me to find you. I know I have spent every life before searching for you. Not someone like you, but you, for your soul and mine must always home together.

I know it hasn’t always been easy, and I know it won’t always be. But loving you is worth any hard time we have to go through, sometimes, I close my eyes and smile because I never dreamed my life could be like this and it’s all because of you and sometimes, I realize that I don’t tell you enough that I Love You, but I always will.

How Tough Your Love?

How tough are you? When you found out that the person you love so much don’t love you anymore? Do you fight to win him back? Or just let him go?

How tough are you? To face tomorrow without him at your side? Wake up each morning knowing he is not yours anymore? Someone telling you how much he care and thinking of you everyday, that you are the one he wants to grow old with? Watching sunrise and sunset sitting in bench at the beach, Promise to love you and respect you for the rest of his life.

How tough are you? To face the reality that you’re all alone now? How to start tomorrow not thinking he’s already gone? With broken heart? Broken dreams? Will you cry and pretend to be happy putting smile on your lips but seeing sadness in eyes, or pick all the pieces of broken heart and make it whole again?

How tough are you? To see him happy with someone? Do you feel happy or sad because somehow you’re asking yourself what if? What if he’s still with me? Do I still make him happy and give smile on his face? Or feel misery with me?

How tough are you? To move on? Thinking that this is only a bad dream and wake up soon with smile on face and not hurting written all over your face. See tomorrow with the brighter side of life, and not afraid to love again….

Reality in Falling Inlove

Relationships can never be perfect,You can never force your partner to be faithful in the same way that a normal relationship should be. What's important is at the end of the day you find each other side by side and your happy knowing that's he/she's yours.We need to enjoy the relationship while its there cause if you waste your time in doubts and insecurities, you'll never appreciate how wonderful it is to fall inlove. Remember: to get hurt is a fact that we bargain when we choose to love.

Going Away

I watch you across the street
And walk away from the last time
Trying to remember the good times
Knowing it would be important later on
The way a smile could begin
From the corner of your lips
The way you drape your arm
Over my shoulder
The way you laughed over my silly jokes
The way you apologized for making me cry
This going away I will remember 
For many years to come
And the pain will be the same 
For many years to come
I wish that men could discover
A drug that could deaden
The memory of even just 
Your hands…DNZ

You

You brighten up my day like sunlight
Enlightens up my night like moonlight
Those eyes shining out like starlight
In my journey, your are my candle light
You never let me down stands at my side
Lifted me up just to make me feel alright
You taught me how to fight in this cruel life
And in this random world you make me alive
You’re always there for me saving me from a tide
Teaching me to face everything and not to hide
You’re the one who make it right in every mistake I ride
And when I needed you most, your arms are open wide
You’re always there beside me in my sleepless night
Just trying to ease the pain that I felt inside
I’m so glad that I have you here in my life
And I was blessed coz you’re my angel, my guide... JDR

Love

They say it’s a “GOD” given gift
But can make you happy and make you sick
They say it’s like a thief
That enters your heart although you forbid it
They say it conquers everything
And the bets reason why we’re living
But sometimes it is a dangerous thing
That leads you to temptation and sins
Love is so wonderful
For it is the best healer when we talk of hearts would
But everyone must be careful
For it is also the best heartbreaker anytime at all
They say it’s their hearts treasure
But some say it’s their mind pleasure
Other says it’s just an illusion
That lies in the mind of every person
Love is like that….Love is like this…
It all depends on the person who feels it
But I am only sure of just one thing….
When I fall in love, its everlasting….VJN

A Secret Crush

As days go by
I feel something strange
As I look into your face
My heart beats are not the same
What is that thing in you?
That makes me feel this way
Is it your cute face?
That attracts me
I want to know your name
For I want to be your friend
But I don’t know how
And beside I feel ashamed
How I wish that someday
You’ll come and tell me
Just like what I feel 
You’re got a secret crush on me… AMH

Will you be Mine?

Can you please tell me what can I do?
I can’t control myself from
Falling in love with you
I think I’ll go crazy
Is it love at first sight?
I don’t know what to do
‘Coz it gives me a fright
When I think of you
I don’t know what to do
‘Coz its you I wish to have
If only I could tell you
But there are things 
That word can’t say
If you want to show it
Express it with you own
Is it okay with you?
‘Coz everything seems to be
But if given a chance
Will you be mine?...BJM

I Finally Found

I’m searching in many places
Looking for someone’s face
Still no one is out there
Not even a little care
Finding people everywhere
With something of love for me to share
Still I don’t have the answer
And there is a missing laughter
Then you looked at me
And you said: “Don’t you worry!”
I lose the fear inside my mind
Now I know the answer I find
Now I know what I’m looking for
Coz I never felt like this before
I finally found someone like you
With a pure heart like you do
One thing you need to know
That I will never let you go
You and I are meant to be
You are my destiny…RI